Five Odd Obsessions That Define Me

Everyone has their own quirks and peculiarities that make them who they are, and I'm no exception. Here are five odd obsessions that define me. While some might find these interests unconventional, I embrace them freely, finding joy and fulfillment in each of them.

1. Striking a Complicated Bond: My Unsurpassable Love for Being Spanked

There's something deeply satisfying about the intense sensations that come from being spanked by my husband. I crave the heat, the swelling, and the deep bruising that follow, all while experiencing an orgasm without any sexual stimulation. It's a unique form of pleasure that defies conventional understanding, but it's something I can't resist.

2. An Unconventional Tradition: Obsession with Candles

Despite the occasional teasing from my husband, I have an undeniable obsession with candles. I love the way they fill a room with a cozy, warm ambiance. There's a sense of intimacy and romance that comes with the flickering light and soothing scent. One time, my husband and I had so many candles burning in our home that the smoke detectors went off, but the experience was worth it for the atmosphere we created.

3. A Taste for the Unusual: My Obsession with Taylor Swift

Music brings me a lot of joy, but one artist in particular has captured my attention to a degree that's almost obsessive. Taylor Swift is my all-time favorite. I have listened to every song she has ever released, even some unreleased ones. I have a dedicated Pinterest board filled with Taylor Swift related concepts, and I can identify any song and album just from the first few seconds. Books can do the same to me. I was hooked on 'The Hunger Games' for months, and now I'm diving into the 'Percy Jackson' series. Sometimes, my interests are a mix of the seemingly ordinary and the extraordinary.

4. Alarming Fascination with Abandoned Places

There's something intriguing about abandoned places. I obsess over urban exploration (urbex) pictures and videos on YouTube. The creepiness of these abandoned buildings appeals to me. While I wouldn't dare to explore them myself due to safety and health concerns, I can't help but become more curious the more I see. The stories behind the abandonment, the reasons for the desolation, and the possible hidden mysteries are what fuel my curiosity. There's an abandoned house near me that's been around for over a decade, and I find myself wondering what secrets it holds.

5. Aesthetic Peculiarities: A Preference for Shades of Gray

One of my unique quirks is my love for gray clothing. While I don't stick to a head-to-toe monochrome scheme, I enjoy coordinating shades of gray with black, blue, red, and purple as accent colors. This preference started two years ago when I was redecorating my bedroom. The light gray walls and rose pink drapes worked beautifully with a pink and gray color scheme, giving the room a calm and sophisticated feel. It became a lasting trend that I've embraced for over a year.

Each of these obsessions is a part of who I am, and while some might find them odd, they bring me genuine joy and fulfillment. Whether it's the physical pleasure of being spanked, the serene atmosphere of candles, the harmonious rhythm of Taylor Swift's music, the haunting beauty of abandoned places, or the calming tones of gray, these interests shape my life in surprising and wonderful ways.